Hello all,

It seems about the right time to put up another blog on this page even if it may be months since the last one.

Where should I start since I do have sooo much to say. I am still in school, yes you may ask why but the fact is that my school sucks. Well only for the fact that it goes all summer long and that I am stuck here in TO all summer away from my family and friends. I do not like the fact that I am here, Toronto is boring since I am up in the north part life is a drag. There isnt anything up in the north part and it takes an hour to get downtown to do anything fun. There is the ocassional drinking binge that I go on of course but that losses it's flair fairly easily. Well school is fine right now, it isnt all too hard and I do like the course that I am in.

So lately I have had a huge urge just to go home in the middle of the week lately. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and the fact that I have to miss out on some of the great things about spring on the farm. I missed the first cut off the grass and the great smell that lasts all day afterwards too. I am also going to have to miss the cultivating and the planting of crops on our field, I don't know what it is about the smell of the dirt that is worked up but I could just lay in a field all day while it is being worked on. And last year I decided to start growing large pumpkins too but this year since I will not be around that idea had to be thrown out the window this year because I am not there. I love to just go out to the garden and work in the soil even though I may complain about it and just work it with the rotor tiller and plant and take care of the plants too. So I just really miss being away from home in the spring time and I imagine the summer is gonna get worse for me wanting to stay home.

I have recently aquired my old job back. Yes even though I live here in Toronto during the week I live at home during the weekend and I like it alot that way. I am working at IGA again in the meat department and I am glad to be working again and earning a little money so that I don't have to live off my parents so much and that I can have a little more beer money for the weekends. I worked the other weekend and it went alright, it took a while to get back into the groove and to remember some of the codes and procedures but it felt nice to be back even though I couldnt wait to get out of there at the end of the summer.

So back to this feeling of wanting to come home, I don't know if it is just the spring on the farm thing or what but it is driving me crazy and I don't know what to do about it. I have a week off at the end of the month which will be great but that will probably make me want to stay even more than ever. I don't know how students can go to school for the whole summer because it has barely started and I am already going nutz. It may be the fact that I have just stayed up here last weekend and that I am used to going home every weekend that is making me want to go home so badly but it is on my mind constantly when I am here at my apartment. Hopefully I find someway to ease the urge, well actually I just got my Canada's Wonderland pass on wednesday and hopefully that will help going out with my college buddies and going on the rides and the waterpark after school or on some weekends too. And hopefully all of my friends will be coming up to visit me here in TO and to get shitered and have a blast. Well after all I am only here for one summer right and it is an experience of a lifetime.

Well I hope to see you all soon.
I'm out.